let your hair out and go wild

i chose the title "bite my tongue" because my LOUD & enthusiastic (also termed: hyper) demeanor leads to a variety of different reactions. many people who feel the need to squash this side of me. i hear phrases like - "calm down", "keep your voice down" or "relax" - these get old quick. in fact they spoil the atmosphere. i admit, at times, these comments may be granted (ie. if kids are sleeping, or the subject matter is not for public ears). but most of the time they are expressed 'cause people are so concerned of what others think of them and don't want to be embarrassed. all i can say is: don't fret - i'm the one who will get the odd looks!


okay, so you may be thinking. what hold up? its YOU that has the problem everyone else is NORMAL. this may be the case. so maybe i am just bored of aussies 'laid back' attitude that assumes when you're excitable its 'cause you're either on drugs or smashed. why is it that i go to a karaoke bar & friends will only get join me when they've had one too many can't people just go a little crazy, have a bit of fun, forget about the world... LIKE ME? haha :P oh and another thing... i went to cirque mother africa last night. it starts with drums, dancing, singing...  and a girl runs onto stage with the loud cry "ARE YOU READY CANBERRA?" and then.. wait for it... *a few claps*. SERIOUSLY! way to dampen the mood and slow the momentum, huh? I annoyed myself as when i was about to stand up, i HESITATED and stayed in my seat?! ahhh.. common people - lets scream and get happy every so often (other than just about a  footy final win or the world cup!) its like i have to travel across the globe to actually be able to let loose dance in the street, sing loud and have some fun.

chris sent me this link tonight which i wanted to share with you all and hope you enjoy it. i couldn't help but laugh and secretly somewhat relate. this girl knew what an awesome party was and knew how to get excited!! okay its 4am. time for bed.  but my message to the world. LIGHTEN UP. LET GO A LITTLE. AND COME PARTY WITH ME... please :)  (http://video.aol.ca/video-detail/saturday-night-live-skit-surprise-party/72057658936783856)

I'm so freakin' excited!